Well its early Sunday morning and I am drinking my coffee and smoking my cig, by myself.  You know what this sucks big time. Its not supposed to be like this.  I was supposed to have the fairy tale, had the fairy tale now its gone.  Houses being sold, boat sold , corvette sold, am I next???   I hate the lonliness.  It follows me everywhere, even in a crowd.Saturday nights are suppoed to be fun, not home by yourself watching TV with the dog.  At least I have her.  You know what.  I GIVE UPPPPP, DONE WITH THIS, KAPUT!
I can't control anything , so why do I try...